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City of Fire\m/, State of Revolution\m/, India

Bindaas Thankam

Bindaas Thankam
"You got to have an eye to capture life!"-Thankam Kumaran

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Where The Wind Blows









Where the wind blows
There my heart will flow
The cool breez will comfort my soul
For i have been lost for so long
A new journey will embark
And i will be out of dark
Where dew drops will turn into smiles
Where humans will forget to cry
Where angels will bring hope
Where the sad moon will once again glow
Where the wind blows
There my heart will flow
My heartache will turn into gold
The sweet sounds of birds wil fill my soul
As i rest on the ground of peace
I learn to breath
I think about my joys and sorrows
Then think of the beautiful tomorrow
I will be able to kiss all my dreams
See all the fire flies and see them beam
Bringing a tiny hope to everyone's life
It will make me joyous and smile
Where the wind blows
My heart will flow

Friday, March 16, 2007

Light On The Path










Listen to the song of life.
Store in your memory the melody you hear.
Learn from it the lesson of harmony.
Regard earnestly all the life that surrounds you.
Learn to look intelligently into the hearts of men.
Regard most earnesty of your own heart.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

FLAME








A lonely heart never speaks up
She flickers like a flame
Hoping that she will light up a life
She puts down her pride
She lives a short glory
She hides her untold story
She never thinks of yesterday or tomorrow
She just wants to lighten up your life,
make you forget your sorrow
Giving all the hope in the world to you
She has no one but yout to turn to
With all her dying strength
She lives another run
Struggling to live upto your expectations
She still carries on with no hesitation
Not fearing the nearing death
She still stands by near your bed
Cruel winds ready to bow her life
Fighting them hard she survives
She wishes you gladness in your life
Wishing you a beautiful tomorrow
She says her last goodbye
You may forget her struggles and fight
But,she is the one who brought light in your life!!!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

HEART CRY



I HAVE WALKED FOR A WHILE
I FORGOT HOW TO SMILE
THE ROSES HAVE TURNED BLUE
FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE GIRL I EVER KNEW
THE QUEST FOR LOVE NEVER ENDS
BUT THE ROAD TO LOVE HAS BENT
THE JOURNEY I EMBARKED
HAS PUSHED ME INTO DARK
THE THOUGHT OF THIS DYING SOUL
YOU COULD HAVE NEVER KNOWN
WHAT IT IS TO BE ALONE
I COULD HAVE NEVER SHOWN
TEARS I CRIED, YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER SEEN
THE DAYS I WISHED UPON A STAR THAT WE COULD EVER BE....
WILL NEVER COME TRUE
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CRY OR BE BLUE
WHY DID I EVER FALL IN LOVE?
WHY DID I GOT SO HURT?
BLEEDING IS MY SOUL NOW
NEVER WILL TAKE ANY VOWES
CAN THERE BE LOVE AROUND?
CAN I LOSE THE LOVE I EVER FOUND?
JESUS GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO CARRY ON
WHEN EVERYTHING WOULD SEEM SO WRONG
STRUMMING THE MELODY OF HOPE
I WISH THIS HEART CAN COPE

LONELY HEART CRIES








THE TIME SEEMS TO BE BLACK AND WHITE
THE WORLD AROUND ME HAS LOST IT'S MIND
MY EXISTENCE STANDS WITH A QUESTION MARK
NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE FOR THE LONELY HEART!!!
THE FLOWERS I GREW HAVE LOST IT'S BEAUTY
AND MY DREAMS HAVE LOST IT'S GLORY
TIME TO START A BRAND NEW STORY!!!
WILL IT BE SAME OLD STORY???
TIMES AHEAD ARE TOUGH TO HANDLE
DETERMINATION ONLY CAN BURN THE OLD CANDLE
MY MIND NOW IS SPINNING AROUND
WILL I LOSE WHAT I HAVE FOUND?
TIME WILL SHOW ME THE PATH
WILL I BE NEAR YOU OR BE APART
WAITIN GAME ISN'T EASY
LOVE IN MY LIFE SEEMS CRAZY
THERE WILL BE TIMES WHEN I WILL BE BROKEN
THERE WILL BE TIMES I WON'T BE WOKEN
BUT ALL THE STRENGTH THAT I HAVE
WILL IT TAKE ME FAR ?
TRYING TO LISTEN TO THE OLD MELODY
IS MAKING ME CRAZY
IT SOUNDS TRAGEDY
IF I COULD CHANGE THIS SONG
WILL IT BE WRONG?
GIVING IT UP ISN'T EASY
NOT MOVING ON IS REALLY CRAZY
BUT THE LONEY HEART
DOESN'T WANT TO BE APART
IF I COULD GO BACK IN TIME
I SURELY WOULD HAVE MADE U MINE
SHOWN YOU THE BEAUTY OF LIFE
AND LIVED THE LOVE OF LIFE TIME
THAT CHANCE IS LOST
I AM PAYING THE COST
BURNING HEART
IS GONNA DEPART
IF YOU COULD SEE THE TEARS I CRIED
WOULD YOU HAVE STILL TRIED???

Remember







The radio is on
Playing the song of hurt
That you gave me
When u came around
Broken were my spirits
Broken was my trust
Leaving the past ain't easy
But i need to make a progress
Need to break that shell
But feel just like hell
Is this the way i am going down
There ain't anybody coming around
Your words lingering in my mind
Bruising my soul and i just can't fight
You took all the good in me
And there is nothing that now i can see
Claiming you were hurt
I was burnt
The branches of my love and care were cut
All the doors to love now seem to be shut
Dried out is my willpower now
How could you break me in that crowd?
You never believed me
Went around and put the blame on me
Was me the hunter or the hunted?
The claws of your mistrust broke me felt unwanted
You gained nothing by hurting
The one who was bleeding
All i wanted love and give love but you just haunted
The soul so pure, love was only wanted
Painted black and blue by your words
My trust and love for you was cut
Nothing is left now of this conversation
I know you want to talk but there is hesitation
But know what you did to me
My heart is bleeding
Eyes of love pleading
Never brought any comfort around
Now i am gone boy
Me no more your toy
Love is not joke
That you hurt and poke
RememberWhat goes around ….Comes around!!!

CHOICE









THERE ARE MANY ROADS I TAKE
THERE ARE MANY THINGS THAT ARE AT STAKE
MY HEART IS ONE OF THEM
AND NOW EVERYTHING IS ALL DAMED
THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE I KNOW
THERE ARE MANY FACES PEOPLE SHOW
DEEP SECRETS HIDEN INSIDE ME
DON'T KNOW WHERE TO GO
NEVER ENDING PAIN PULLS ME DOWN
DON'T KNOW WERE THE CURE IS
DON'T KNOW WHETHER IT WILL BE FOUND
WHAT I GOT IS IT CURSE OR BLISS?
THE QUESTION REMAINS UNSLOVED
WHEN YOUR DREAMS TURN INTO ASHES
THERE IS NO HOPE FOR ANOTHER DREAM
YOU MAY LOOK FOR SILLY CHANCES
AND LOOK OUT FOR THAT SMALL BEAM
BEING ALONE ON THIS PATH
I KNOW I HAVE LOST A LOT
I CAN'T BLAME THE GOD
BUT WONDER WHY I HAD TO TAKE IT ALL
THINGS AROUND ME ARE CRAZY
AND I DONT TAKE CARE
DAY BY DAY LIFE SEEMS LAZY
AND THERE IS NOTHING TO SHARE
I DID THINGS WRONGLY
NOW HAVE TO FACE THE MUSIC STRONGLY
CHOICES WE MAKE CAN CHANGE OUR LIFE
I WILL CHANGE IF I GOT TO SURVIVE
SOME PEOPLE ARE BLESSED
SOME PEOPLE ARE NOT
SOME TAKE REST
SOME GIVE LIFE A SHOT

Black Rose









Holding a black rose i walk upto your grave
It took me time,it took me strength to be brave
Life with you was crusifying my being
There were haunting voices and creepy feeling
Even though you left this world you still exist
Eating every being of me like a sadist
Your memories keep chilling my spine
I really thank god you are not mine
Times when i remember you there is only darkness
Beacause all that you brought was sadness
Tears fall down endlessly when i see ur face
Beacause it was you my dear who never gave me no space
Walkin on the path of self destruction
I see nothing but self deception
I dont know what to do
I dont know where to go
The pain that you gave my heart is everlasting
And the feeling of living kills me and things around me are blasting
The joy i gave you,never respected me
And the smile i owned you took away from me
I dont know who i am
Where i belong
I feel so lost and so alone
The things you said makes me feel empty
The words linger and feel you thought so dirty
Now you are gone i own my freedom
Now if you change and ever choose to come back
This girl you know,will never let you
Beacause you are that black rose of my life1

Let Da Muzik Play

Let Da Muzik Play
“It takes a part of me to create art and when i create,it's a masterpiece. My life is a masterpiece cos i choose to be my best friend and not my worst enemy. What i am today is cos of what i believe in and what choices i make.And what i am gonna be tomorrow depends not on the so called 'destiny',but my beliefs,choices and actions. People who have come and gone in my life,and people who are still in my life,I am thankful to them cos from the chapters of their lives,I learnt and I learnt from my mistakes. I am proud of every freaking fiber of my existing mind,body and soul. Everything i say or do,i am proud of who i am cos i hold no one responsible for my happiness or sadness.I hold myself. My identity is ME=Meaningfully Evolved human being and I am proud of it.!”-Thankam Kumaran

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