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City of Fire\m/, State of Revolution\m/, India

Bindaas Thankam

Bindaas Thankam
"You got to have an eye to capture life!"-Thankam Kumaran

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Till then i will wait..wait for my fate...!











Tears fall down endlessly,
when the time passes by unsteadily.
Words of mistrust have broken my wings
I am forgetting,how i use to sing
I had walked with you in every way,
You made me smile,you made me stay.
A wind of doubt took you so far
I'm losing my spirit at every hour.
Standing alone with my saving grace.
Love and truth in both hands,
This is all i can say,
I am here to stay.
Love is losing it's light
I have walked alone in darkness,not this time!
My heart is bleeding like a mad river,
Aching for your touch,oh my healer.
If,the healer turns away,
Poor sipirt becomes a prey.
Love i hold inside is strong
It's the time making things wrong.
I am broken but won't fall down
Cos i hope,you'll sing that love song.
Time may have blinded your faith
But soon you will find your way
I am standing here for you my love...
Till then i will wait
..wait for my fate...!

Music of our life.....









Was sitting alone on the shores of hope
Clumsily playing my guitar
An unknown melody feathered the pinyons heart
Took me close,close to your heart.

Like dew drops,words use to disappear,
But,all changed when you came near
Never knew,one could change the sad chords,
Brought a happy note to this lonely heart.

The day you came into my life
You shinned like the sun,on the dying rose
You nourished me,you made me alive.
You gave words to my melodies,
Closing the doors of past tragedies,
You made me laugh again
Ending my burning pain.

Now flying on the clouds of love and desire,
You have evoked a new fire.
I believe in what i am,i believe i am alive,
I believe i can fly,touch the sky,
With wings of love and music of our life.

Music of my life would have been so funny,
Without yours words and only my melodies,
I would have been empty,
If,your words hadn't shown me eternity.

When the rain will fall on the thirty land,
I know you will be near me,holding my hand.
Listening to the music of our life,
Everything will be so bright.

If,i ever go wrong,
I know you will pull me up into your arms,
Forgiving me and making me strong,
Keeping me safe from harm.

Without our beautiful song,
We will be incomplete.
So,pray to lord..
Please,let this music never end,
Let the roads of love and happiness never bend.
This is my precious gift
Thank you my lord for what you have sent.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007




MY HEART SPOKE MILLION WORDS
KNEW MY HEART WAS HURT
MILLION TEARS SPOKE MY STORY
HAD NO HOPE TO START A BRAND NEW STORY
HOPES OF STRINGES WERE DETACHED
AND MY DREAMS WERE BURNT INTO ASH
RANIBOWS OF LIFE WERE TURNED INTO BLACK
I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I HAD LACKED
TURNED MYSELF INTO A DEW DROP
HOPING TO MAKE SOMEONE LAUGH
BUT WAS BURNT BY THE EVIL OF HATE
I WAS ALONE AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY
I WAS BLUE,I WAS GREY
I WAS WORTHLESS SAID THEY
I WAS RED,I WAS GREEN
WAS DESTINED TO BE UNSEEN
I WAS PURPLE,I WAS YELLOW
WAS WOKEN BROKEN,WITHOUT A HELLO
WINGS OF MY FREEDOM WERE CUT
AND ALL THE DOORS TO HEAVEN WERE SHUT
THERE WERE NO IF'S AND BUT'S
I WAS TOLD ,I WAS TO BE BURNT
BURNING IN THE FLAMES OF DISGUST
I HAD NO ONE THAT I COULD TRUST
I WAS RIPPED,I WAS SCARDI WAS THROWN INTO HALF
DEAF WENT THE WORLD
NO ONE STOOD ON MY BEHALF
NO ONE HEARD MY AGONISING PAIN
ALL WERE COUNTING MY MONEY
THINKING ABOUT THEIR GAINS
IT WAS NOT ENOUGH NOT ENOUGH
THEY MADE ME SO ROUGH
BLEEDING WAS MY SOUL
WITH ALL PITS AND HOLES
BROKEN WAS MY SPIRIT
NO ONE COULD EVER SEE IT
WAS IGNORED LIKE HELL
MY INNOCENCE AND BEAUTY WAS THROWN INTO A DARK WELL
I GREW UP INTO NOBODY
WAS PUSHED BY EVERYBODY
WAS LONELY IN THE CROWD
NEVER FELT PROUD
FOR THE PERSON I HAD BECOME
WAS NOTHING BUT DUMB I CRIED TO LORD MANY TIMES
HOPING HE MIGHT SHOW ME THE SUNSHINE
WAS HOPING TO BE HEALED
HOPING TO SEE EVERYTHING CLEAN
WANTED TO BE HELD
WANTED TO FEEL SAFE
I WAS SO SCARED
LORD IF THERE IS A HOPE IN MY LIFE
SHOW ME THAT LIGHT
I AM YOUR CHILD
PUNISHED FOR NO CRIME
HOPE YOU WOULD HEAR ME ONE DAY
HOPE I WONT CRY THAT DAY
HOPE U SHOW ME THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
HOPE I CAN TURN INTO A BRIGHT LIGHT
THIS IS ONLY MY PRAYER
THAT I AM LOVED AND CARED

Saturday, June 23, 2007

MY HEART SPEAKS A STORY....!!!




USE TO SIT BETWEEN THE WALLS OF DESPAIR
HAD LOST FAITH IN EVERYONE THERE
HAD NO ONE TO CARE
HAD NO ONE TO SHARE
THE BURING PAIN INSIDE ME
WAS EATING MY SOUL,DESTROYING ME
SCARED BY ALL DECEPTIONS FROM MY FRIENDS
WANTED TO LEAVE I WANTED AN END
LOOKED FOR SOME HELP BUT ALWAYS FELL ON MY FACE
THIS IS A STORY OF MISERY THAT I HAD TO CHASE
LOOKING FOR ANSWERS IN THE DARKNESS OF THE UNKNOWN
FELT SO VUNERABLE FELT SO ALONE
WANTED TO SHOUT OUT WANTED SOMEONE TO HOLD
MY HEART USE TO BLEED BUT THE TRUTH WAS UNTOLD
USE TO FIGHT ALL MY FEELINGS
USE TO FIGHT ALL MY DESIRES
HAD TO FIGHT MY CHILDHOOD
SO THAT I COULD CARE FOR THE ONE WHO NEVER UNDERSTOOD
PEOPLE PAINTED ME BLACK AND YELLOW
HAD BEEN HURT BY MANY FELLOWS
I STOOD UP WITH BROKEN WINGS
I USE TO BE A CAGED BIRD
WHERE MY SORROWS USE TO SING
THE WORDS ONLY SPOKE OF HURT
I USE TO HATE EVERYONE
FOR WHAT THEY HAD DONE
I USE TO HATE THE ONE
WHO HAD TO SAVE ME FROM THIS SILLY RUN
HIDE UNDER COVERS
RUN FROM LOVERS
MY LIFE WAS ALL MIXED UP
I DIDN'T HAVE ANYONE WHO COULD GIVE ME A HUG
I WAS STANDING AT THE END OF MY WORLD
HAD NO ONE TO CARE OR NO ONE TO HOLD
THEN ONE DAY I CAME BY YOU
WHO CHANGED MY LIFE AND TOLD ME I WILL NEVER BE BLUE
YOU SHOWED ME HOW TO LAUGH AGAIN
YOU TOLD ME NOT TO CRY YOU CURED MY PAIN
YOU GAVE ME WINGS
YOU SHOWED ME THE SKY
NOW I COULD SING
AND I COULD FLY
YOU ARE MY LIFE
YOU ARE THE FIRE
IGNITING MY SOUL
YOU ARE THE ONE I JUST WANT TO HOLD
I FEEL SO SAFE IN YOUR ARMS
YOU GIVE ME LOVE YOU KEEP ME SAFE FROM HARM
I FEEL LIKE A CHILD WITH YOU
YOU ARE MY LOVE
IT WILL ALWAYS BE TRUE
IF I HAD TO LOSE YOU
I WILL BE ALL BLUE
I ONLY LOVE YOU!!!!

Let Da Muzik Play

Let Da Muzik Play
“It takes a part of me to create art and when i create,it's a masterpiece. My life is a masterpiece cos i choose to be my best friend and not my worst enemy. What i am today is cos of what i believe in and what choices i make.And what i am gonna be tomorrow depends not on the so called 'destiny',but my beliefs,choices and actions. People who have come and gone in my life,and people who are still in my life,I am thankful to them cos from the chapters of their lives,I learnt and I learnt from my mistakes. I am proud of every freaking fiber of my existing mind,body and soul. Everything i say or do,i am proud of who i am cos i hold no one responsible for my happiness or sadness.I hold myself. My identity is ME=Meaningfully Evolved human being and I am proud of it.!”-Thankam Kumaran

Oh Taj

Oh Taj

Wah Taj

Wah Taj

Pour your love

Pour your love

Kith n Kins

Kith n Kins

Hope of light

Hope of light

Two for Tango

Two for Tango

The old ride

The old ride

Standing in the crowd

Standing in the crowd

Happy Soul

Happy Soul

Chula

Chula

Marchin home

Marchin home

The Bull

The Bull

Thekkady

Thekkady

butterfly

butterfly

Love

Love

NeverEnding Love

NeverEnding Love
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