Black Rose

Holding a black rose i walk upto your grave
It took me time,it took me strength to be brave
Life with you was crusifying my being
There were haunting voices and creepy feeling
Even though you left this world you still exist
Eating every being of me like a sadist
Your memories keep chilling my spine
I really thank god you are not mine
Times when i remember you there is only darkness
Beacause all that you brought was sadness
Tears fall down endlessly when i see ur face
Beacause it was you my dear who never gave me no space
Walkin on the path of self destruction
I see nothing but self deception
I dont know what to do
I dont know where to go
The pain that you gave my heart is everlasting
And the feeling of living kills me and things around me are blasting
The joy i gave you,never respected me
And the smile i owned you took away from me
I dont know who i am
Where i belong
I feel so lost and so alone
The things you said makes me feel empty
The words linger and feel you thought so dirty
Now you are gone i own my freedom
Now if you change and ever choose to come back
This girl you know,will never let you
Beacause you are that black rose of my life1