Oh,my dear convenient slicker!

Oh,my dear convenient slicker!
I bury my spirit on the grounds of the love games you played.
I bury my heart on the lies you baked.
The dreams you showed me were a passing time.
The only victim was I
So,many creations and abbreviations were made
All were sugar coated made in haste
I was the one who had to taste
The poison of your love with a crimson smile on my face.
Oh,my dear convenient slicker!
Tears bled from my heart,
It was time to depart.
You didn't even care when you pushed me into dark!!
My spirit had lost it's voice,
Cos of your reckless choice.
I may cry today
and die tomorrow.
But,i will remember my heart was sorrowed.
Oh,my dear convenient slicker!
I trusted your words with all my heart
Just to know they were fireflies in the dark
They fizzled pretty soon
like the December noon
You said you loved me
You said you would die without me
and then you just left me
you were just passin your time
with me and the other woman and some wine
i trusted you like hell
but you dint even care to tell
you just put blame on things
sometimes on animals,sometimes on human beings
you lied very well
i must tell
I wished you well,
Even when i was in hell.
My pain you never felt
It is so easy for you to leave things,leave them un-delt!
Oh,my dear convenient slicker!
You left me naked in the dark
where human voice seemed like a bark
I lost my way into you
just to know you were born to make me blue
Oh,my dear convenient slicker!
i don't really hate you
cos i loved you
inspite of you giving me a living hell
Oh,my dear convenient slicker!
Now,I wear a smile that simply appeals,
Cos i am a woman of real deal!
I forgive you for all your sins
Cos you are not worth me but some bins!
My spirit is buried today,
But,i know it will grow into a rose one day.
Oh my dear convenient slicker
You didn't deserve me any day!!