Memoirs of an Imperfect Angel

Thursday, September 13, 2012

I don't want a million likes on my photograph, I don't dream of giving world an autograph, I just want my road trip to be never ending, My vision ever expanding... For it is my vision that shall keep me alive, Showing me how well I loved myself and lived my life. I don’t aim for success, accolades or comments, I aim to be better every day and capture life’s sentiments. You may find me a loner, I am sorry, but this is who I am! I am married to my solitude, And if that seems to be an attitude! Be it! Because without it, we are just puppets full of knavery. I enjoy every day, Soaking my soul in the heat of life, Watering the flowers of my growing soul, Quenching my thirst of living, Capturing the mystic rodelance of my happy heart. I have no complaints of walking alone, When people look and assume for who i am, It breaks my heart their insanity! Assumption is the greatest sin to the humanity, It is what makes us weak in front of the reality. I live my life on my terms, I can’t gel with gossip mongers or people with no purpose on earth. I like to be with ones, who will aim to make a better tomorrow, Making fun of me or envying me doesn’t make your happy tomorrows. I shall welcome you with open arms, But, please keep your egos and assumptions outside my sanctuary. I am sorry, but this is who I am! Life is a beautiful poetry, You need to read between the lines, Understand its essence, And live in the moment at every chance. You can fly like a kite, Or soar like an eagle, But, at the end you have to perch on your humble grounds. I feel safe, when I am at home, Venerable when I fly, But, I know, if, I don’t, I shall never learn my lessons of life. Photography is an art, music is my soul, and poetry is my mind. I live in a world of fantasy, Keeping my emotional heart, Away from pain, Relinquishing the negativity! I am sometimes a contradictory machine, But, who cares, I am human, A habit making machine, I am sorry, but this is who I am! Laugh out Run-around Make merry Make love Be ignited Don’t sleep away your life, Keep inventing without changing your skeleton! Random thoughts are like mad rivers with no directions, Capture your thought and live with your essence.

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Let Da Muzik Play

“It takes a part of me to create art and when i create,it's a masterpiece. My life is a masterpiece cos i choose to be my best friend and not my worst enemy. What i am today is cos of what i believe in and what choices i make.And what i am gonna be tomorrow depends not on the so called 'destiny',but my beliefs,choices and actions. People who have come and gone in my life,and people who are still in my life,I am thankful to them cos from the chapters of their lives,I learnt and I learnt from my mistakes. I am proud of every freaking fiber of my existing mind,body and soul. Everything i say or do,i am proud of who i am cos i hold no one responsible for my happiness or sadness.I hold myself. My identity is ME=Meaningfully Evolved human being and I am proud of it.!”-Thankam Kumaran

I am not a poet by choice,

I am not a poet by choice,
I am a poet because of the time.
I pen what i feel inside
Technically wrong sometimes.
Still they are purely mine!

My words narrate my times
Sometimes complicated and confused many times.
Sometimes they won't even rhyme,
Still they are purely mine!

My writings are not classical,
They are not even philosophical.
They are just unspoken words of my life.
Still they are purely mine!

Often,i fail to paint them beautifully
But,i sketch them well!
They may appear a jigsaw to many,
But who cares!they are purely mine.

Only a true heart,who understands life,
Will understand my try.
I am not here to succeed in this field,
Just penning unspoken words of my mind

Today,i might write well!
Tommorow,i may not.
I only wish
I speak my mind!

~Thankam Kumaran

My life is a personal poem

"To paint the reality of one on this electronic sheet is difficult,it needs a bigger canvas to fill in the ever changing shades and colors of this life,to sketch myself in few words would rather be simpler...

My life is a personal poem
Where truth and honesty form the verses,
Where happiness and sorrow learn to rhyme.
My mind is my playground,
I choose to be in control.
I am not a typically tailor-made perfect woman,
I am perfect in many imperfections.
I am creative not technical,
I am human not machine,
I am simply complicated and complicatedly simple,
I am so many things yet searching to be one thing.
I speak my mind,
I am just like a diamond,
The more you break me the more shall i shine!
I don't stand to explain to those,
Who think 'their'religion is the greatest."
cos
The greatest religion is the religion of love and humanity,
I intend to be an instrument in the prosperity and well being,
of not just me but "all beings"!!
I am living simply melodiously on the banks of love and hope.
In a brighter and promising today,
For a loving and prospered tomorrow."

~Thankam Kumaran